They are keeping up my relationship with someone older as weakened that they can always give me a heart attack so they can like someone else better than me, like just to be mean. I’m still a part of this world, but I’m not as good supposedly for a silly reason. I think some people get too much and some too little and weird messages are created.
I wasn’t bad. They made it up. They are superstitious about me happening to post some of what they do.