Socially Disabled

I feel like people who are nice to me I like a lot are threatened by someone I know.

I feel at a disability if I can’t be friendly with anyone.

Something that’s really doing it is, being monitored in private via little cameras, I am feeling stress all over my brain, like I could get in social trouble for accidental thoughts.  It feels like I’m trapped in some way again, a way I feel in Orlando sometimes.  It’s like I’ll be buzzed inconveniently like I’m bad if I start to feel good.  I don’t know what exactly is the cause, though, of my extreme unhappiness and feeling so badly.

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